How has it been guys? Sorry for the lack of posts these past few weeks, I had been busy with settling back home and looking for something new to do (then I have something to blog about).
It's been 2 weeks now that I am home, everything is...fine, or so it seems. The air is warm, the food is great, and the people is tolerable, almost. To complain and criticise will only push me to despair, and so I choose to cherish and look forward to a more exciting journey I can carved here at home.
Since 2016 just started, the spirit of being the 'new me' can never be more fitting.
I can feel that this year is going to be amazing, like it's in my bone. But for a start, I have to secure a job. So far, I haven't done any serious application. I do sure take my time to plan my career, and I got my eyes on a few companies now, which I will start to send out my resumes soon.
As for relationship, I hope this year I can be in one that is healthy and matured, full of love and honesty, and all the cheesy things that couples do. I want to be able to say, "what a fucking romantic guy my boyfriend is," or anything similar to that.
Though in all honesty, I can sense that I'll be getting back with my ex. I somehow missed him very much, and I'm open for that possibility. We had been texting, and are planning to meet soon. It would be complicated (such irony for hoping a healthy one), since he's in the closet (or fundamentally straight actually) and that for the past 6 years after we broke up, our relationship is nothing but physical. Friends with benefits, more appropriately, so to redefine that would be a bit difficult.
But we'll see. Life is a journey, and not all colours are rainbows. So a few thorns on the bed of roses are understandably normal, and realistic.
So yeah, looking forward for a hell of a new year. Let's dive into it together head strong, and never live a day with regrets!
